Just a thought

Flipping through these blank empathy pages

All I'm seeing is these empty lines and spaces

There is so much to offer

With just this one page

The possibilities are endless

For those only blessed with the gift

The writer can put their thoughts down

Making you think of a story

They leave it all on there

In these so called, "Lines and Spaces"

The Artist puts visuals on paper

Making one visualize a possible story

All thats needed is a piece of paper

The musician puts notes on the paper

Maybe making a masterpiece or a symphony 

With the ability to hear

You can write or draw a possible story

On the same paper

A Writer can write

A Artist can draw

A Musician can make

Its up to you 

Use the gift that is given to you

Everyone has it

It the lost "C" word

Creativity 

10 minutes

I figured our fate
With the use of one thing
Glad I said it
Before it was too late
Before we started something

Knowing the thought
Is what it is
Just wish it was being fought 
And overwon by someone

Hard decisions stink
But for the idea of something
Is sort of a risk
But why not take it

Through time
The answer will never change
Just maybe the thought of me
Would change your mind

Still that one thought rules one thing out
Of course its
The one thing that was waiting to see
What could happen

Bored

French Horn
Is like a newborn
If you don't know how to nurture and care for it
Then it's not going to sound well

Flute
Is like an annoying, but beautiful sibling
Or a love hate relationship
Good sometimes and bad others

Trombone
Is like the slide you never wanted to stop using
It's all fun and games still someone gets hurt

Tuba
Is like a big brother/sister
It helps you keep going and knowing where you are at
But at times has cool things it has to do

Saxophone
Is like a hopeless romantic
It hooks them in, but after awhile
You got to get new material, or a new instrument

Percussion
Is a rock
They keep everyone on beat
So don't mess up

Thursday morning

If I had three wishes

I would use them for evil

One wish would to hurt everyone but me

By raising taxes and everyone but me

Second wish is more painful

I want enslave the human race to do on my doings

The final is obvious

I want three more wishes

Let's try a new perspective

I will use them for personal gain

First will be for wealth and the best health

Second would be to be the best at Music

Be on the top of the charts all-time

Everyone would love my music

Same as last 

I need three more wishes

Final thought 

After thinking this all through

Why not use them for worldly things 

First wish is not for world peace

Or any of the three will

As I was saying

Would wish that everyone accepted everyone for who they are

They don't have to like them

Just no racism or discrimination 

Second wish would care for the earth 

Make more people be productive in being green 

The final wish is up to you

Use it on anything you want

Not garunteed it will come true like that

Monday Night

Running through the storm
Running hand in hand
With the man I never got the chance
To ever get to know

I think about it
Through the night and into the next day

What was it I did
Why me, Why did I do what I did
WIth the words that I said
With being the person who i was today

Was it me who truely made him
Just get up and leave

The say it's all plain and simple
Just be yourself and you'll be set free

With that tiny info
I made up my mind

it was not me
not at all
not what i did
not what i said
and not who i am

I am still here to say
I am glad I am here to stay
With myself and my true right hand man

It was you who accepted me
You showed me the right way
To find peace with myself
and not have to find it in man

All I need is
You to be there by my side
Through the storm
Then i'll know we can do anything

I just don't know right now

On a nice and warm sunny day
All the attention I have to pay
Is to you

As I take one glance from afar
I come back around
Just for a second
To make one more glance to you

Ever since I set eyes on you
I've been dreaming of the days

Days that we are just ourselves
Days where we learn
Days where we dont both have a concern
Days where we can be in each others arms
Days where we can finally say, "I have found the one"

Those days are yet to come
So I just have to wait till the time comes

Til then I will still be glancing
At the one
I know who is suppose to be
For me
The one

Random

So many sleepless nights

Of just not going to bed on cue

Thoughts running and not stopping 

Just can't get a calm mind

I want the hours of zzz's i need

But this brain is just too stuck up

It's a huge draw back

The sleep that is

But i know eventually 

I'm gonna make a full pledged comeback

And become the best person I can be

It's all good because of one thing still stands

That is that I'm still very creative

April 9th

So many years gone by
Living this long tale lie
Living with who I was
Not who I truly am

My mind thinking one thing
My heart is thinking another
Which one is right
Common sense
Or the love I feel for someone else

The pain I feel every day I wake
Not seeing the person I live for each day
Why did I make this choice
To live on how society tells me to

Now it's too late
I've hurt too many people
I even hurt you

I want to start anew
With a fresh new slate
So I move away
To avoid all the hate
On my one decision on breaking free

Years later I'm still hurting
Feel the pain inside
Even when I'm happy with who I am
I still care for the people I hurt deep inside

I still feel alone
Because I am alone
I need someone who loves
To be the one I care for
Til the end of time

April 4th

Thoughts going through my head
At the speed of light
Just trying to stay ahead
with all that I consider all my might

To be focused is key
To be the guy to be
That everyone goes to
When they all are confused and blue

Not so easy to write these lines
Without the sings to tell
That you still need to find
A new frame of mind

To be creative is what sweeps
And being fluent is what keeps
So the reader is still engaged
At this point and time

If you didn't get this far
Then you just missed the bar
for achieving something great

But sorry it's too late
So til next time
i will try and rhyme
Better in time
So you will pay attention
To what I mention
In my work

Feburary 29th

Fog all around these clouded skies
Seems like it's just covered up lies
Shielding everyone from this one single truth
Just be yourself

With that on your mind
You will become un-blind
By all the fog and clouded skies

With no lies
There's only clear skies
It's truly just the sun shinning in the sky

Being who you are is amazing
Even though it's a journey of difficulty
With a million people blazing
Question after question

When is it all going to end
I just have to mention

I am who I am
Nothing is ever going to change

Either you are with me
or not

All i care for is myself
And those who support me
To just be myself

I just dont know

Wondering through the long distant halls
Hearing only ust that one lonely call
Telling me on what I should do
Should I listen, or just straight up ignore

The thought of what is to come
Is just making my whole body numb

How can it come down to this
The passion I used to have
Is it just something I plainly missed
Or Just completely sliced into half
Of what I miss
That came with the passion

I thought I loved what I set out to do
But the decision is not sticking like glue
Sadly it's slowly fading away
Just thinking if it's all worth this pain
To continue what I planned out for my life

The voice still waiting for a reply
I simply just go up
And let out a big cry
Wishing I had the drive
Of a young curious pup
To stay alive with passion
And continure my dream
To stay relaxed and break through the seams
To achieve my goal set dreams

Sometimes all is there
It's just that you need time
By yourself and reflect
Without this
You will be nothing

In Biology, just had to write

Foggy skies

With all these little white lies

Taking over the mind

Keeping it one step behind

Blurring ones judgment

Giving another heartache

It was what it meant

Sorry, just had to vent

Feeling the pain from those words

Wishing to fly away

Just as easy as the birds

Flying towards the coastal bay

Knowing that running away

Is not the way to go

It only shortly takes the pain

And masks it and turns sane

Owning up to what you’ve done

Is the right thing done

Even though it may not be all that fun

Knowing that someone hears your pain

And understanding what's it like outside in the rain

Is nice to know

That you always reap what you sow

So pick up your head

And just start

All over again

Just do the right part

And be ahead of men

As the sun is setting
The light is shinning right through
The big ole tree a true story
Of a man and his lady

The story is nothing but sadness
What happens is terrible
But in the end
The lady and man are back together again

Give me a good story to tell that fits the description I gave you. It can be short or long. If I pick yours, then you will win something and I will feature your story.

I will reveal the real story on November, 18th, 2011

Friday, July 22nd, 2011 1:34am

So big and vast
Not even a blast from its past
Can tell us on how this world got its beauty

From the depths of the rivers and oceans
To the heights of the trees and mountains
From the skies of night and day
To the endless stars in the universe
From the man-made structures
To the mysterious-made structures

It still surprises people today
When new beauty is discovered daily

On this world we call, "Earth"

How can I put my feeling into a short, not lengthy story?

Well, I will write until my thoughts are fully put out there.

Little over 3 months ago I met you for the first time. Even though I was scared to actually meet you (past experiences). I gained up all the courage and asked to see you.

It was a cold winters day. I was going to meet you up the street, but a snow bank wouldn't let me see you that easily, but then you called and asked if you needed to come get me.
  Of course I said, "Yes."
  I saw you for the first time, then had to look again. Just to see if my eyes were telling me something.
  That first smile/smirk just made me smile back. Your laugh also made me laugh. That whole first day thing was just a good wake up call for me. I needed someone who was there for me. After that day, I knew there was something different about you.
  A couple meetings later, then it was Valentines Day. I was very surprised that you actually did what you did. I appreciated it a lot because it meant so much to me.
  A few weeks later, we got to discussing about more exclusive business.

On March 1, 2011 you and I made it official.

Three months later I sit here typing what my feelings are.

First month - I was little skeptical, but who wouldn't be. It's the start of a relationship and my first one. So, I was hesitant.
Second month - I got to know you more. You broke down as well as I. We started having more intense feelings for each other.
Third month - It's just starting, but I'm going to love it. Toronto did it for me. There, you showed me what I could be dealing with the rest of my life. I honestly could say, I could stay with you no matter what you did. As long as you love me and you are happy.

I'm kinda afraid of the future, but like I said, "After Toronto" I'm ready to take on the challenge with you right there by my side.

P.S. I miss all the XOXO's, I love you's, and just the cuddling moments. You make me feel whole. You make me proud to be who I am. I am Born this way.

P.S.S. Thank you for all that you have done for me. I really appreciate it. I hope I make you feel the same way :)

If I was blind
You would make me see

If I was deaf
You would make me hear

If I had cancer
Your presence would be my cure

If I had HIV/AIDS
Just you being there
Would be my cure

If I had no hands
You would be my hands

If I had no feet
You would be my feet

What if I had neither hands nor feet
I will just be you baby

If I had hate
You would give me love

If I had evil thoughts
You'd talk me out of it

If I was single
You would take that spot right away

If I couldn't have you
Then I will be sad

Still then you would made me glad
And make me see the bigger picture in life

So if I have any problems
You are my cure

Feeling everyday without you
Just makes me feel all blue

I need you here with me
Or just mentally be with me

You are the first I call
When I start to feel all small
In this big bad place
We call society

You are the first I run to
When I get all scared
In this big bad place
We call society

I want you here
With me
To embrace the big bad place
We call society
Together

Whatever happens
As long as I am with you
I will never get blue
No mater what the condition is

As the days go by
Without you there
By my side
I start to feel something inside
That I haven't felt before

It was the feeling of time
Time without you
Longing to be with you
Feeling all alone
Like a lot of people do

But everyday
When I see you
I forget everything
Because all I want to do
Is spend all my time with you

Lying on the grass
Waiting for the time to pass

Closing my ears and eyes
From all the lies
That just come right by

Next thing you ought to know
You're home
Is your home
But it's call Heaven

How can this be
Something I can think
Something I feel
Something I taste
Something I want

I feel like I can see
What this is going to turn out to be

Talking all night long
Losing myself in the conversation

Just dreaming that you can be here
Your arms around me
Your head behind my ear
Whispering
It's going to be all right
I've got you
I'll never let you go

I want to obtain what I have been dreaming
But right now
It might result in one of us leaving

It hurts to know
That I cant even come and be with
The person I don't want to think of as a myth


Sometimes I want to go to a cliff
Go to the edge
Feel the adrenaline
To feel what I need
To stop me
And make me believe that
We will meet

Maybe not today
Or tomorrow
Or a week

Maybe a month
Or two

Could be a year
But two
Come one
That's pushing it

Honestly to me
How ever long it takes to be
With you
I have all the time in the world

For the thought I have every night
To just be with you
Holding me
And you whispering in my ear
It's going to be all right
I've got you
I'll never let you go

Is enough to make me feel
That you want to be
Just with me