Well, I will write until my thoughts are fully put out there.
Little over 3 months ago I met you for the first time. Even though I was scared to actually meet you (past experiences). I gained up all the courage and asked to see you.
It was a cold winters day. I was going to meet you up the street, but a snow bank wouldn't let me see you that easily, but then you called and asked if you needed to come get me.
Of course I said, "Yes."
I saw you for the first time, then had to look again. Just to see if my eyes were telling me something.
That first smile/smirk just made me smile back. Your laugh also made me laugh. That whole first day thing was just a good wake up call for me. I needed someone who was there for me. After that day, I knew there was something different about you.
A couple meetings later, then it was Valentines Day. I was very surprised that you actually did what you did. I appreciated it a lot because it meant so much to me.
A few weeks later, we got to discussing about more exclusive business.
On March 1, 2011 you and I made it official.
Three months later I sit here typing what my feelings are.
First month - I was little skeptical, but who wouldn't be. It's the start of a relationship and my first one. So, I was hesitant.
Second month - I got to know you more. You broke down as well as I. We started having more intense feelings for each other.
Third month - It's just starting, but I'm going to love it. Toronto did it for me. There, you showed me what I could be dealing with the rest of my life. I honestly could say, I could stay with you no matter what you did. As long as you love me and you are happy.
I'm kinda afraid of the future, but like I said, "After Toronto" I'm ready to take on the challenge with you right there by my side.
P.S. I miss all the XOXO's, I love you's, and just the cuddling moments. You make me feel whole. You make me proud to be who I am. I am Born this way.
P.S.S. Thank you for all that you have done for me. I really appreciate it. I hope I make you feel the same way :)
