In Biology, just had to write

Foggy skies

With all these little white lies

Taking over the mind

Keeping it one step behind

Blurring ones judgment

Giving another heartache

It was what it meant

Sorry, just had to vent

Feeling the pain from those words

Wishing to fly away

Just as easy as the birds

Flying towards the coastal bay

Knowing that running away

Is not the way to go

It only shortly takes the pain

And masks it and turns sane

Owning up to what you’ve done

Is the right thing done

Even though it may not be all that fun

Knowing that someone hears your pain

And understanding what's it like outside in the rain

Is nice to know

That you always reap what you sow

So pick up your head

And just start

All over again

Just do the right part

And be ahead of men

As the sun is setting
The light is shinning right through
The big ole tree a true story
Of a man and his lady

The story is nothing but sadness
What happens is terrible
But in the end
The lady and man are back together again

Give me a good story to tell that fits the description I gave you. It can be short or long. If I pick yours, then you will win something and I will feature your story.

I will reveal the real story on November, 18th, 2011

Friday, July 22nd, 2011 1:34am

So big and vast
Not even a blast from its past
Can tell us on how this world got its beauty

From the depths of the rivers and oceans
To the heights of the trees and mountains
From the skies of night and day
To the endless stars in the universe
From the man-made structures
To the mysterious-made structures

It still surprises people today
When new beauty is discovered daily

On this world we call, "Earth"

How can I put my feeling into a short, not lengthy story?

Well, I will write until my thoughts are fully put out there.

Little over 3 months ago I met you for the first time. Even though I was scared to actually meet you (past experiences). I gained up all the courage and asked to see you.

It was a cold winters day. I was going to meet you up the street, but a snow bank wouldn't let me see you that easily, but then you called and asked if you needed to come get me.
  Of course I said, "Yes."
  I saw you for the first time, then had to look again. Just to see if my eyes were telling me something.
  That first smile/smirk just made me smile back. Your laugh also made me laugh. That whole first day thing was just a good wake up call for me. I needed someone who was there for me. After that day, I knew there was something different about you.
  A couple meetings later, then it was Valentines Day. I was very surprised that you actually did what you did. I appreciated it a lot because it meant so much to me.
  A few weeks later, we got to discussing about more exclusive business.

On March 1, 2011 you and I made it official.

Three months later I sit here typing what my feelings are.

First month - I was little skeptical, but who wouldn't be. It's the start of a relationship and my first one. So, I was hesitant.
Second month - I got to know you more. You broke down as well as I. We started having more intense feelings for each other.
Third month - It's just starting, but I'm going to love it. Toronto did it for me. There, you showed me what I could be dealing with the rest of my life. I honestly could say, I could stay with you no matter what you did. As long as you love me and you are happy.

I'm kinda afraid of the future, but like I said, "After Toronto" I'm ready to take on the challenge with you right there by my side.

P.S. I miss all the XOXO's, I love you's, and just the cuddling moments. You make me feel whole. You make me proud to be who I am. I am Born this way.

P.S.S. Thank you for all that you have done for me. I really appreciate it. I hope I make you feel the same way :)

If I was blind
You would make me see

If I was deaf
You would make me hear

If I had cancer
Your presence would be my cure

If I had HIV/AIDS
Just you being there
Would be my cure

If I had no hands
You would be my hands

If I had no feet
You would be my feet

What if I had neither hands nor feet
I will just be you baby

If I had hate
You would give me love

If I had evil thoughts
You'd talk me out of it

If I was single
You would take that spot right away

If I couldn't have you
Then I will be sad

Still then you would made me glad
And make me see the bigger picture in life

So if I have any problems
You are my cure

Feeling everyday without you
Just makes me feel all blue

I need you here with me
Or just mentally be with me

You are the first I call
When I start to feel all small
In this big bad place
We call society

You are the first I run to
When I get all scared
In this big bad place
We call society

I want you here
With me
To embrace the big bad place
We call society
Together

Whatever happens
As long as I am with you
I will never get blue
No mater what the condition is

As the days go by
Without you there
By my side
I start to feel something inside
That I haven't felt before

It was the feeling of time
Time without you
Longing to be with you
Feeling all alone
Like a lot of people do

But everyday
When I see you
I forget everything
Because all I want to do
Is spend all my time with you

Lying on the grass
Waiting for the time to pass

Closing my ears and eyes
From all the lies
That just come right by

Next thing you ought to know
You're home
Is your home
But it's call Heaven

How can this be
Something I can think
Something I feel
Something I taste
Something I want

I feel like I can see
What this is going to turn out to be

Talking all night long
Losing myself in the conversation

Just dreaming that you can be here
Your arms around me
Your head behind my ear
Whispering
It's going to be all right
I've got you
I'll never let you go

I want to obtain what I have been dreaming
But right now
It might result in one of us leaving

It hurts to know
That I cant even come and be with
The person I don't want to think of as a myth


Sometimes I want to go to a cliff
Go to the edge
Feel the adrenaline
To feel what I need
To stop me
And make me believe that
We will meet

Maybe not today
Or tomorrow
Or a week

Maybe a month
Or two

Could be a year
But two
Come one
That's pushing it

Honestly to me
How ever long it takes to be
With you
I have all the time in the world

For the thought I have every night
To just be with you
Holding me
And you whispering in my ear
It's going to be all right
I've got you
I'll never let you go

Is enough to make me feel
That you want to be
Just with me

Calling you
Walking through
Til I get stuck
In a rut

You ask to come get me
Of course I said yes
This is when we first met

I wait til we stop
To take that once glance
To see what I've got

Surprised what I saw
I wasn't disappointed
Just in awe
Seeing how nice you are
Your personality shines right through

Seeing you smile
Made me smile
Seeing you laugh
Made me laugh

I enjoyed it a lot
Why do you think my face hurts

The rest of the day was fun
But now that day is done
Hope to make another day
Just as fun

Bored at 1:08am Friday, Jan 28, 2011

Hearing the alarm clock going off

Getting up from some sleep I wish I had got.

Shower is my wake up call

So I hop right in

And scrub a dub dub.

All the way down

Till I was smelling mighty fine

Bored on Jan. 8, 2011

Riding down the highway

Wishing I could get Wifi

Ipod playing through speakers

Wishing the heat would work

Curse you broken heaters

We could just deal without that one perk

Hearing the words of the songs

Even if they are wrong

My heart longs

For that one special song

Writing the thoughts out of my head

Instead on paper and lead

Riding down the Highway

Just wishing everything will go my way

One day wishing the best

Even if I can be a pest

If you want gold 

Look for the treasure chest

Its going to be hard to find

If you don't ask in voice of kind

You might be in a bind

Inside your own mine

Riding down the highway 

Glad I'm not writing a Sci-Fi

Almost to the destination

What I'm doing now is my meditation

Instead of taking a daily dose of medication

The feeling of my toes are almost gone

I don't think I can last long

Why can't that i hear my song

That will help everything fell into place

I don't want to feel like I'm day dreaming

It's like I'm in space

Oh, wait

I here that one song

Im so happy 

I missed it so