April 4th

Thoughts going through my head
At the speed of light
Just trying to stay ahead
with all that I consider all my might

To be focused is key
To be the guy to be
That everyone goes to
When they all are confused and blue

Not so easy to write these lines
Without the sings to tell
That you still need to find
A new frame of mind

To be creative is what sweeps
And being fluent is what keeps
So the reader is still engaged
At this point and time

If you didn't get this far
Then you just missed the bar
for achieving something great

But sorry it's too late
So til next time
i will try and rhyme
Better in time
So you will pay attention
To what I mention
In my work

Feburary 29th

Fog all around these clouded skies
Seems like it's just covered up lies
Shielding everyone from this one single truth
Just be yourself

With that on your mind
You will become un-blind
By all the fog and clouded skies

With no lies
There's only clear skies
It's truly just the sun shinning in the sky

Being who you are is amazing
Even though it's a journey of difficulty
With a million people blazing
Question after question

When is it all going to end
I just have to mention

I am who I am
Nothing is ever going to change

Either you are with me
or not

All i care for is myself
And those who support me
To just be myself

I just dont know

Wondering through the long distant halls
Hearing only ust that one lonely call
Telling me on what I should do
Should I listen, or just straight up ignore

The thought of what is to come
Is just making my whole body numb

How can it come down to this
The passion I used to have
Is it just something I plainly missed
Or Just completely sliced into half
Of what I miss
That came with the passion

I thought I loved what I set out to do
But the decision is not sticking like glue
Sadly it's slowly fading away
Just thinking if it's all worth this pain
To continue what I planned out for my life

The voice still waiting for a reply
I simply just go up
And let out a big cry
Wishing I had the drive
Of a young curious pup
To stay alive with passion
And continure my dream
To stay relaxed and break through the seams
To achieve my goal set dreams

Sometimes all is there
It's just that you need time
By yourself and reflect
Without this
You will be nothing

In Biology, just had to write

Foggy skies

With all these little white lies

Taking over the mind

Keeping it one step behind

Blurring ones judgment

Giving another heartache

It was what it meant

Sorry, just had to vent

Feeling the pain from those words

Wishing to fly away

Just as easy as the birds

Flying towards the coastal bay

Knowing that running away

Is not the way to go

It only shortly takes the pain

And masks it and turns sane

Owning up to what you’ve done

Is the right thing done

Even though it may not be all that fun

Knowing that someone hears your pain

And understanding what's it like outside in the rain

Is nice to know

That you always reap what you sow

So pick up your head

And just start

All over again

Just do the right part

And be ahead of men

As the sun is setting
The light is shinning right through
The big ole tree a true story
Of a man and his lady

The story is nothing but sadness
What happens is terrible
But in the end
The lady and man are back together again

Give me a good story to tell that fits the description I gave you. It can be short or long. If I pick yours, then you will win something and I will feature your story.

I will reveal the real story on November, 18th, 2011

Friday, July 22nd, 2011 1:34am

So big and vast
Not even a blast from its past
Can tell us on how this world got its beauty

From the depths of the rivers and oceans
To the heights of the trees and mountains
From the skies of night and day
To the endless stars in the universe
From the man-made structures
To the mysterious-made structures

It still surprises people today
When new beauty is discovered daily

On this world we call, "Earth"

How can I put my feeling into a short, not lengthy story?

Well, I will write until my thoughts are fully put out there.

Little over 3 months ago I met you for the first time. Even though I was scared to actually meet you (past experiences). I gained up all the courage and asked to see you.

It was a cold winters day. I was going to meet you up the street, but a snow bank wouldn't let me see you that easily, but then you called and asked if you needed to come get me.
  Of course I said, "Yes."
  I saw you for the first time, then had to look again. Just to see if my eyes were telling me something.
  That first smile/smirk just made me smile back. Your laugh also made me laugh. That whole first day thing was just a good wake up call for me. I needed someone who was there for me. After that day, I knew there was something different about you.
  A couple meetings later, then it was Valentines Day. I was very surprised that you actually did what you did. I appreciated it a lot because it meant so much to me.
  A few weeks later, we got to discussing about more exclusive business.

On March 1, 2011 you and I made it official.

Three months later I sit here typing what my feelings are.

First month - I was little skeptical, but who wouldn't be. It's the start of a relationship and my first one. So, I was hesitant.
Second month - I got to know you more. You broke down as well as I. We started having more intense feelings for each other.
Third month - It's just starting, but I'm going to love it. Toronto did it for me. There, you showed me what I could be dealing with the rest of my life. I honestly could say, I could stay with you no matter what you did. As long as you love me and you are happy.

I'm kinda afraid of the future, but like I said, "After Toronto" I'm ready to take on the challenge with you right there by my side.

P.S. I miss all the XOXO's, I love you's, and just the cuddling moments. You make me feel whole. You make me proud to be who I am. I am Born this way.

P.S.S. Thank you for all that you have done for me. I really appreciate it. I hope I make you feel the same way :)